God Told Me, “Live Spiritually, Do Not Die.” God Came to Me through Pain: A Testimony

To the Glory of our Lord Jesus Christ forever and ever. Amen. 🕊️

Peace be with you brothers and sisters!

I want to tell you the story of how the Lord pulled me out of the abyss of lies…

From childhood I lived an lawless life, I didn’t listen to my parents, I quarreled with my sister all my life, then with age, Thank God, we reconciled with her and forgave each other. She committed adultery and tried everything except prison, and she committed all sorts of lawlessness out of pride and vanity. On my conscience are all mortal sins and all 20 ordeals from my childhood. Previously, out of stupidity, I believed in aliens, believed in the reincarnation of the soul, watched worldly programs, all sorts of fortune tellers, psychics, porn, masturbation, listened to worldly songs, meditation, Buddhism, yoga, esotericism, magic, spiritualism. By the way, no dead people come from spiritualism, they are either in heaven or in hell, these are all demons, demons come in the form of a deceased person, they give people a show, mock and laugh at people, dream books, astrology, horoscopes, omens, this is all false teaching and occultism, cosmetics, tattoos, video games, all sorts of worldly holidays, every sport to the point of fanaticism, etc… this is also idolatry, many witnesses have said more than once how in hell demons play football with the heads of football players. All this is from the devil, these are his traps, he has many of them to lead people away from God. All this was revealed to me later, when I truly believed in Jesus Christ, Our Lord. I understand that not everyone will accept this testimony, some will pass by, but I hope that this testimony will help someone, and even save someone’s life.

Whoever does not want to burn forever in hell, think about it…

I used to always believe in God, in a boomerang, my mother instilled faith in me from childhood, for which I am very grateful to her, but my faith was superficial and in the end my faith has become idolatrous.

But one day, at the age of 42, God came to me through prophetic dreams, and then a misfortune happened to me through one shaman’s student, having contacted him, I suffered from him, but through him I was saved and came to my senses. At that moment, as I later realized, I was threatened with death and there was some kind of influence of witchcraft on me, and my heart often tingled, even my speech was taken away, I slept poorly at night, and was tormented by nightmares. And one day, on July 21, 2022, I was rearranging the kitchen, found a lining, a drawing in the form of a witch, with a conspiracy, a curse was written that was sent to me, and I didn’t understand, I told myself why? After all, I didn’t have a conflict with anyone at that moment, tears flowed, and then I realized and saw my sins, I understood why it was for me. I have always been selfish, I thought more about myself, tight clothes, cosmetics, jewelry, photographs for display, drinking, there were drugs, dating men, all this, I only tempted people to sin, all this was in my first place, I am very ashamed that I did such a thing, now remembering it, I am disgusted and very ashamed, now I began to look at everything with different eyes. After all, our whole life is recorded before God, we are under constant control, when a person appears at the Last Judgment, his whole life there will be shown to him as if on a film, there you will no longer be justified. This was revealed to me later… We live in the material and spiritual world. Now there are a lot of atheists, but after death everyone there becomes believers when they see God’s Glory, God’s Archangels and Angels, fallen angels, Satan…

Despite all my great sins, the Lord saved and protected me, which was shown to me in a dream, there were warnings, but also comforting dreams that everything would end well, in victory, and this all came true then.

I am very grateful to the Lord for this man, because because of him, I became closer to God, because until the age of 42 no one could reason with me, but this man succeeded, although in the past there were rapes, I still didn’t come to my senses, I still fornicated. Of course I forgave him and was even grateful for this lesson. And I also sincerely wish him to be saved in Our Lord Jesus Christ! This was God’s plan, Praise Jesus!!! After sincere repentance, I began to gradually change, in Jesus I began to free myself from everything bad. Sometimes revelations come from God, He educates and teaches me to believe, hope, endure, love, humble myself, and pray. My life turned 180 degrees, I found the meaning of life in God, in communication with Him. I found peace and quiet, love and joy, which I had been missing all my life. But the enemy does not sleep, he tempts all the time, I fight, I repent every day, ask the Lord to see your sins. The main thing is to be aware of your sins. Here on earth there is a battle for our souls, eternal and tireless, in which Light and dark forces collide and whoever endures to the end will be saved.

When the restoration was just beginning, the Lord showed me with my own eyes who demons and evil spirits are and how they live in us. If people do not repent, they invite them into themselves and do not even suspect that they have been living with demons, or even the devil himself, inside them for a long time since childhood. 

I remember once when I was just on my way to salvation, I came home from work late in the evening, tired, the demons were putting me to sleep so that I could fall asleep without praying, such powerlessness attacked me that I began to fall asleep, but suddenly a living male voice clearly spoke to me in my head — “church rule” — the voice was not very strict, but with love and care…

It was God’s voice, which of course I was very surprised by, and then I realized that you can’t fall asleep without prayer, I took large headphones and began to listen to the prayers, after that there were some movements around me, I felt them rushing around me, a plastic bottle cracked loudly, and some movements were happening inside me, and at that moment a pain appeared in the kidney, my mouth curled, I think it was because I judged, cursed a lot and swore, and many other things happened to me… I drove them out with prayers. But gradually the Lord freed, healed and cleansed me from all filth, which he is still doing to this day. Glory to God!!!

If a person smokes, the demon of smoking lives in him, drinks, swears, judges and many more bad things can be listed, these are all evil spirits living in a person, the human body is like a home for them, they live well in a person and they have not yet been it’s so easy to get out of yourself, because they like to tempt a person, instill evil or perverted thoughts, for example — go for fornication, smoke, swear, drink alcohol, etc. gradually a person is pushed towards many sinful passions… and that’s how they become addicted. Therefore, many people do not know what they are doing and saying, and only in prayer does a person become sober… The Lord needs sincere, simple prayer from the heart with humility. Even if you say five words, but from the heart…But if you mechanically read from a prayer book, it is not a prayer.

Jesus said: This people draws near to Me with their lips, and honors Me with their lips, but their heart is far from me. (Matthew 15 verse 8).

The Lord gave me bodily sensations, and I began to feel them in myself. And then, when I was freed by sincere repentance, the Jesus Prayer, I also felt how they came out of me, it is beyond words what was happening to me in these moments, it was terrible… when I freed myself from them, I realized that I was no longer attracted to all this bad things, I left my previous way of life, remembering my life, I am very ashamed all the time. And mentally I ask forgiveness from all people, whom I offended and whom I hurt…

This was a bitter experience with me, but at the same time a saving one. God forbid someone to contact a shaman or a psychic or a grandmother with their conspiracies, these are all sorcerers and they tie their demons to a person and the person then suffers greatly and without the Lord and repentance he cannot be saved.

Like a lost sheep, the Lord, my Shepherd, brought me to your flock. He gave me a new heart.

After the restoration, the voice of God told me in the morning — “keep God in your heart, there will be more evidence,” — perhaps it was my Guardian Angel. And what surprised me was that such an ancient word said “evidence.”

Yes, I see these proofs every day. And the next morning I heard God’s voice again — “live spiritually, do not die.” To this day I keep these words in my heart and it helps me to be closer to God. And then I realized that if there is no God in the heart, the soul dies spiritually and is lonely, but when you live with God, there is no inner loneliness. Because if we are not busy with God, we will not live in the fear of God, then as they say in the Holy Scripture

Matt. 12:43-45“When the unclean spirit comes out of a man, he walks through dry places, seeking rest, and finds none; Then he says: I will return to my house from where I came. And, having arrived, he finds it unoccupied, swept and put away; then he goes and takes with him seven other spirits more evil than himself, and entering they live there; and for that person the last thing is worse than the first. So it will be with this evil generation.”That’s why they say that you just sold your soul to the devil, if you don’t live in Jesus Christ.

I used to always think that the Lord does not talk to people in real life, but no, the Lord communicates in real life and helps fight evil spirits if a person sincerely repents and believes in Jesus Christ. Only through Jesus Christ will we be saved, through sincere repentance our sins will be forgiven and washed by the Blood of Jesus Christ

Demons can also speak directly, but the Lord teaches me to recognize charms and see my sins, and this is the most important thing, so as not to forget to repent every day, God gave me bodily and spiritual feelings to distinguish between evil spirits, they very subtly and skillfully deceive supposedly through good ones virtues….the evil ones can copy the Lord.

And only the loving and humble will be able to distinguish easier, but the proud will always be in delusion and deception, these temptations and trials befall us so that we can correct ourselves spiritually, not be proud and not be arrogant. Only through humility can you defeat the devil.

Saint Anthony the Great said, “I saw all the traps laid by the enemy on Earth, and said with a sigh: “Who can bypass them?”

Then I heard a voice that said: “Humble.”

One saint said: “Do you want to fast? The devil is helping you. Do you want to give alms? The devil is helping you.

Building temples? The devil is helping you. Why? Because he knows that if we achieve all this, then we can become proud and everything destroy.» We must have the virtue that he does not have. Be humble!

This is to say that a person should not be vain and boast of his virtues and should not do it all for show, but should do it in secret. Out of vanity, for show or praise, good deeds are not defended. Even if you spend millions, everything will be in vain, because vanity comes from pride. We receive all gifts from God and we also do good deeds through God. And if a person does not thank God and attributes everything to himself, then he is in great deception, which is what the devil seeks, he loves to flatter and praise, one must be afraid of praise. Without God we can do nothing.

The humble person does not become vain or proud, serving the Lord out of fear of Him. The humble person does not establish his own will, contradicting the truth, but obeys it. A humble person

does not envy his neighbor’s success, does not rejoice at his contrition, but, on the contrary, rejoices with those who rejoice and weeps with those who weep. The Lord, through the Holy Scriptures, teaches us to stay awake, to pray so as not to fall into temptation, to sincerely repent, to lament our sins, to confess — so that Satan does not have our sins in the charters, but only gaps — when a person goes through ordeals. And also Clean up. True, I don’t go to church now, since our Orthodox faith has joined the Catholics, and you can’t be in heresy, this is apostasy…there is a trade in churches with demands, sacraments, and this is simony, love of money, this is forbidden in the Holy Scriptures. The Lord also revealed this to me when I was in churches.

Read or listen to psalms, the Bible and the Gospel every day at least a chapter a day, through the Holy Scriptures we receive God’s grace and enlightenment, the truth will make us free, as well as the lives of the holy fathers. Humble yourself, don’t grumble, grumbling is all the same as we grumble at God, and don’t judge — I’m a great sinner, so I don’t have the right to judge.

Love everyone as the Lord loves us. To love even our enemies, to pray for them, our enemies are strict teachers…

we will ask for forgiveness from people and forgive and be forgiven, without even forgiving our enemy, our heavenly Father will not forgive, without forgiveness and love the gates of heaven will not open, no matter what virtues and deeds we perform. He who does not love and does not forgive is proud, which means his faith is hypocritical. God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble. (James 4:6). 

Love covers a multitude of sins.

I realized that we need to pray not only for ourselves and for the living, but also for the dead, through our prayers they are saved, receive relief, and for one thing our spiritual heart is cleansed. One day the Lord showed me a fleeting vision in the morning, some kind of deceased grandmother from hell, I don’t know her, maybe of my kind, with big blue eyes, full of suffering, and in hope she extended her hand to me, there were kopecks in her hand, and told me — forty kopecks, let’s pray. And the sky was already above her, apparently through someone’s prayers she rose to a higher level. When God reveals something to me — a vision or a dream, it is never forgotten. But when you quickly forget something from the evil one, and then don’t remember it at all. God forbid, of course, someone goes to hell, he will also ask and wait for the prayers of those living on earth, only we can beg them, and if someone goes to heaven through our prayers, they will then pray for us and then the ordeal will be easier to pass through their prayers.

For to this end Christ died, and rose again, and lived again, that he might be Lord both of the dead and of the living.”

 For the Savior Himself said that Christians “should always pray and not lose heart” (Luke 18:1). The Savior also says to true believers: “If you abide in Me, and My words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you” (John 15:7). The Lord has full opportunity and authority to do this, because He Himself said about Himself: “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me” (Matthew 28:18). If so, then the Savior has the power to ease the lot of those who have sinned. 

The given parable about the rich man and Lazarus, indeed, says that there is no transition from hell to heaven, but this is said not about the New Testament, but about the Old Testament people, about what happened before, but has now been abolished. The Savior Himself explained in the same 16th chapter of Ev. Luke, that “the law and the prophets until John (the Baptist), and from that time on, i.e. after John, the kingdom of God is preached, and everyone enters by force” (Luke 16:16). That it is not the Mosaic law that now reigns, this is also said in the Gospel. John: “The law was given through Moses, but grace and truth came through Jesus Christ” (John 1:17).

In past centuries, holy hermits were led by the Holy Spirit, for their exploits and humility the Lord revealed to them much that was secret and unknown, they healed the sick and drove out demons from people. They also confessed about the dead, had compassion for them and prayed not only for the living, but also for the dead, because the Lord showed them visions of how the dead asked for their prayers, this is alms for them, love and compassion are above all, and the Lord only rejoices when out of love we pray for everyone. And many of our sins will be forgiven, and also if we endure sorrows humbly and patiently without grumbling, much will be forgiven.

With the Lord there is no such division, because God is “not the God of the dead, but of the living, for with God all are alive” (Luke 20:38). The Lord in the Apocalypse speaks about Himself: “I have the keys of hell and death” (Rev. 1:18).

Hell and heaven are real, if people knew how many atheists and Christians there are in hell, Christians there receive the most terrible punishments, because they knew God, but turned away from Him, did not keep His commandments, did not repent, but a person can die at any moment, it is necessary always be prepared for this. A lot of people have been to hell, but the merciful Lord brought souls back for repentance and testimony. And whoever is in hell now, they can no longer repent, the unfortunate ones are tormented there, but we still have a chance on earth to repent. If people knew what kind of eternal, unceasing suffering and torment there is in hell, they would no longer grumble, but would endure any pain and sorrow with humility and the fear of God. The Holy Scripture says:

9 Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor fools, nor homosexuals, 10 nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God.11 And such were some of you; but you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God. (1st Epistle to the Corinthians)

What will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses his own soul? or what ransom a man will give for his soul (Matthew 16:26.)

All temporary, earthly pleasures — honors, fame, riches, etc. are all from the devil, he gives people the temporary pleasure of sinful passions, and in return takes their soul to hell for eternal torment. The devil envies us that we are the image of God and can acquire the Kingdom of God, he does not have such an opportunity, therefore, he tries in every possible way to take the soul to hell. The devil is the father of lies, he always seduces and deceives with evil thoughts, and if a person does not know, he believes that these are his thoughts, and if a person accepts them, then he becomes just as evil, and over time, hard-hearted. You need to quickly cut off these thoughts. The evil one always brings quarrels and discord in the house, with evil thoughts he sets a person against man and against God.

Instills in a person different religions or that there is no God. That is why there are so many idolaters or atheists. They mock and laugh at us when people walk in error, and they are very happy about it, but through repentance, their plans collapse. And I also want to warn people who put makeup on themselves and wear all sorts of jewelry, tattoos, this is all vanity and idolatry, hell is overflowing with these people, where they applied makeup, there are worms crawling on them. Because they also seduced people into these sins, this is a wide road leading to hell, but in order for us to be saved, we must follow the narrow, narrow path, as it is written in the Holy Scriptures. In cosmetics, we remake ourselves, this is exactly what we say to God — I was not born this way, I will remake myself. This is an insult to God, what kind of God gave us the image that we must remain, this means that this is the will of God, and we should humble ourselves and find some advantages in everything, the Holy Spirit is always our comforter. And always trust in God.

You need to dress not flashy, modestly, then there will be no such vanity and pride, I had to change my wardrobe, and I threw out all my trousers, I wear skirts, dresses or tunics… after all, women need to be feminine.

I am afraid all the time, and I know that I am not worthy heaven, but I hope for the mercy of God.

One day I had a second vision, I saw the cross of Calvary, Jesus was on the cross, but the Lord showed me the cross from the back, and then I realized that he showed me with this vision

“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, so that whoever believes in Him will not died, but had eternal life” John 3:16.

While you are alive, it is never too late to repent.

In repentance, call on the Lord Jesus Christ and He will lead you out of darkness to the light of life, open your heart to Him.

We punish ourselves with our sins, it is not surprising that we always get sick, our children also get sick, all sorts of misfortunes happen to us. And all this happens to us because of unrepentant sins. And then the demons have power over us to destroy us.

The Bible says

The thief comes only to steal, kill and destroy. I have come so that they may have life and have it more abundantly. (John 10:10)

Because of not forgiveness and not love for our neighbor, we are empty and miserable, there is no real joy and grace of God.

As a child, I lost my earthly father, and I was sad that I had no father, then my mother died, but when I began to live life in Jesus Christ, I realized that I was not an orphan, found more… the heavenly Father, the Triune Living God, the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.

Mother of God, our Brothers Seraphim, Cherubim, Archangels, Angels and Saints of God, they will never betray us, they intercede before God for us, for which I am very grateful to them.

If only people they understood what treasure, spiritual wealth and protection they were depriving themselves of. 

BELOVED! LET’S LOVE EACH OTHER, BECAUSE LOVE IS FROM GOD, AND EVERYONE WHO LOVES IS BORN OF GOD AND KNOWS GOD. 1 John 4.8

Glory to God for everything!

To the Living One Our Lord Jesus Christ! Glory to the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, the Holy Trinity, Consubstantial and Indivisible, I worship You in Spirit and truth

Amen.

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